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Saturday, February 19th, 2005
12:48 am - humorous artists
girl in art class: "why are there so many stupid people?"

girl at my table: "because murder is illegal."

current mood: goofy
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Friday, February 18th, 2005
2:45 pm - he doesnt realize that he's gonna lose me if he keeps this up
And things like bad timing just won’t waitCollapse )

current mood: lonely
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12:01 am - cleaning and calling will cure wallowing
I am a monumental dragon who likes to nibble sandwiches.

A toca a ti!

I made a box of all the clothing that is too small/I hate the way I fit into it. Maybe it'll serve as some sort of motevation. I cleaned out my closet, threw all the hangers into the hall and will neatly stack them when there is daylight and therefore the opportunity to make hanger hits hanger types of noices. I cleaned out one pile of papers and still have one more to go.

The urge came to bleach out the back of my head but alas, I need to run to sally's for supplies.

Then I called everyone and their mother, getting some good conversation and a reminder that I'm more than a bringer of distruction.(thank you spiff) I was typing this entry and I heard his ringer, the specified ring that is Sean. My stomach took a dive as the realization hit me, my first reaction, "did he mean to call me?" I didnt ask, because conversation answered that very quickly. My fone died and I'm going to call him back soon.

I really want something stable right now, but you know, I havent done much to deserve that. I'll just treasure it when it comes, and welcome it with open arms.

current mood: cry.
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Thursday, February 17th, 2005
9:02 pm - gotta gotta be down because I want it all
The day was a polar opposite, school was good and the evening made my ADD act upCollapse )
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1:16 pm - sugar and in love
The best kind of day is one where you're getting things done and find yourself laughing while its happening. cool, man.

I'm currently (supposedly) supposed to be looking for web sites for a malcolm x bibliography and find myself reading more than jotting down the info on the page that I need. Ah well.

Today's one of those good days. My sugar intake has been far above normal and the two seem to be directly related. ;)

I can live off of tootsie rolls and water, no problem.

current mood: bouncy
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7:44 am - i dun liek my hair.
ok hair.

ready? set...


:waits patiently:

current mood: wonderful
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Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
10:17 pm - lemming the umth.
one more lemming, just for kicks and gigglesCollapse )

current mood: blank
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10:02 pm - i am lonely
I bought a couple of binders at 50% off, 3 lipsmackers lip balms for 1$, and clear nail polish for 25 cents. It made me feel better. I could tell you then how I came home and pooed, but I wont because that's gross. I know because I have a best friend who informs me of this all the time.

Shannon wont be at school tommorow, nor the next day. In fact, I will never see her in school again. It saddens me greatly.

I called sean today.

Note to self: Dont call sean.

Daisy has no respect for other people's food, she doesnt even hesitate like the other animals have learned to when approaching new and possibly human food. She just assumes its for her and sticks her nose in it. And then gets to keep it because of her owners discust. Maybe she is the smartest of the animals. Hmm.

I have a spanish quiz and a fraction of a lit test tommorow. I was pulled up the the assistant principle's office today because I forgot to serve a detention. The break of walking through the halls was nice.

Any happyness I was plagued with earlier today, this week, whenever, has gone missing. I am lonely and depressed as ever. Nothing ever changes.

current mood: cranky
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Sunday, February 13th, 2005
8:04 am - lemming
I went to a ska show, I have now been converted.


Then the windy road and city view. Which was beautiful.

Time with katy just adds to my good moods, I adore her any way she is.

because I'd hate to die painfullyCollapse )

current mood: cheerful
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Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
12:24 am - boy
Ok well. Wow.

Its amazing how dead I am all day long during school, and then an emotional slip and slide when I come home. Perhaps slip and slide doesnt quite explain it properly, maybe a room covered from celing to floor in slip and slides. And just for fun lets say its a frictionless room, too.

I think I'm falling for a boy. I think I may have been falling for a while. Maybe I'm just now finding new places to fall into.

Happy. Hey, so this is what that is.

Yeka and I went to the Y today, met with 2 different instructors half an hour from one another. I enjoy having her with me, she gives me the motevation to go, even if I do counter the effects of any working out by comming home and eating everything readily available. And then some not so readily available ithinkillmakepizza type things. I thought for a bit that Katy was better, she was smiling and that made me worlds of better, too. I wish I could be with her at all times to do my best to take care of her, the best I can do is wisk her away in the afternoons. (i love that girl more than anything)

Im stuck in that book for Cooney. I loved how it started, I loved how it middled, but then bam. I am to the point where I read a page then realize I had been mentally debating the shapes of animal crackers while my eyes skimmed the words. I do not have a short attention span. I just need dancing monkeys in order to keep my attention.

Theres a soothing effect comming from the once annoying fire I sleep next to. I'm finding its constant obtrusiveness to be comforting even. Maybe ive just come to an agreement within myself about it, realizing that woah, thats where my heat is comming from and I neeed to deal with it.

Oh man. He makes me happy.

current mood: content
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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
8:09 am - v-day dance
once apon a timeCollapse )

current mood: ecstatic
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
9:31 pm - -_-
Depression just plain sucks. Because i have so much to be smiling about, but my head aches and everything seems darker than it should be.
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
8:31 pm
I mean. Its not like the whole dating thing is that important to me. I dont need it, I'm strong enough without it.

I am not half a person aimlessly walking around for someone to complete me. I am a whole person, just getting my grove on and hoping someone might join in with their own dance moves to add.

It was just.. good to know I still feel, you know?

Somehow it got easy to laugh out loud.

current mood: cynical
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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
3:30 pm
Note to self: Do not eat expired food that you thought to be the best discovery ever in the back of teh fridge.

Food is the devil, man. I'm still dealing with the peanut butter on the keyboard incedent.

Im about to start reading Hitchhiker's Guide again, losing Chris's copy (to chirs) has ironically gotten me wanting to read it. And so when about to order the series my father thinks we may own the books. Lo and behold, we do, and I now have my own. I also wanna try out Dune again, because I was a bit too young when I read it the first time.

I need a tack board to stick things to.

current mood: cheerful
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10:59 am

good day, indeed.Collapse )

current mood: cold
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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
6:39 am - waiting patiently
The other cat so kindly woke me up at four, other meaning not mine, and that I am still spiteful about it. I have learned no spanish, but done other things, I am soon to leave for the oh so cruel detention in which I will sit and get things done. I'm shaking in my booties. I think I've figured out that school, you can do anything you like as long as you walk with determined strides and look as if you are very preocupied in the mind and can't possibly be stopped for such frivalous things as "pass checks" or "conversation" or even "stampedes." Because clearly I am just too cool for that. Also, in a school the size of that, there is always a way around the teacher/wild bear.

I should probably get dressed, probably go wake up my mother, probably make some sort of effort to get to that pit of doom I am required to attend. :sigh: Thursday I tell myself, which is almost friday, and friday, well, friday is just about the weekend.

current mood: delicious
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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
5:08 pm - another day.
I'm attempting to separate myself from my bad habits. They can just go off and play in somebody else's head, because frankly I have had quite enough of their constant clingyness and attention whoring tendancies.

Ahem, well yes. I am trying to improve myself. Reading at school makes me a less stressful person, so Im reading. Not eating till I am hungry makes me feel better in a general health kind of way, so I am avoiding the habitual snacking when I come home, late night, etc.

I need to learn spanish tenses. I have been dancing and I danced are easy enough to distingwish, but then comes I used to dance, or I was dancing. And there will be a quiz on all these dances tommorow first period. Learn key words and study all her examples? I think not. Walk in without a clue? Dig it, man.

current mood: ditzy
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
12:23 am

+ 2 blondCollapse )

current mood: calm
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Friday, January 21st, 2005
10:27 pm - 3 days? Does this have meaning anymore?
Today was my date time out with Jessica. It was so much better than I had prepared myself for, but you know, I tend to assume crash positionCollapse )

current mood: cheerful
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Thursday, January 20th, 2005
11:10 am - four days
Mid day splurgeCollapse )

current mood: anxious
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