I wrote a list of things I'm afraid of, disappointments in my current life, feelings I've been stuck in this past week. I put it into the bonfire last night to try and let them go. I know it's all just my perception, and I can change that. I'm becoming more positive and excited for my life everyday.
Never have I been so proud of myself for running simple errands yesterday, I refilled my meds and I'm taking them again. Maybe today my brain will feel more connected to itself and "on".
I'm spending the day with Adah, I'm a little apprehensive about the conversations we need to have but also hopeful. I really like this person and I know we can find ways to be really good for each other.