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Sunday, July 20th, 2014
11:18 am - Fears into the fire

I wrote a list of things I'm afraid of, disappointments in my current life, feelings I've been stuck in this past week. I put it into the bonfire last night to try and let them go. I know it's all just my perception, and I can change that. I'm becoming more positive and excited for my life everyday.

Never have I been so proud of myself for running simple errands yesterday, I refilled my meds and I'm taking them again. Maybe today my brain will feel more connected to itself and "on".

I'm spending the day with Adah, I'm a little apprehensive about the conversations we need to have but also hopeful. I really like this person and I know we can find ways to be really good for each other.

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Wednesday, July 11th, 2007
10:57 am

This is one of my favorite pictures from the entire trip... it just captures the moment and my mood so well. That climb was one of the best things I've done in my life and the feeling of accomplishment of the top was just incredible.

I'm back now, by the way. Physically, at least. ;D

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Monday, July 2nd, 2007
3:59 pm
Christina taking a foto of a flower in the Alhambra garden. She and I ended up going back a second time to it because of the rush we felt during the first guided tour. (That and my camera died in the first few minutes... I took over a hundred the second visit as if to make up for it, but really it was all just so pretty.) We prefered very much so sitting down with a german guide book and an english guide book in the glorious shade of the almost labrynth and comparing the information contained.

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And this is me at the entrance the first look around it.
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Thursday, June 28th, 2007
7:58 am - Vota Alhambra

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Sunday, June 24th, 2007
12:30 pm - A day trip to Cordoba

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current mood: very pleased with this city
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Monday, June 18th, 2007
1:46 pm
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Monday, June 11th, 2007
1:46 pm - second bunch

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Saturday, June 9th, 2007
10:59 pm - first set
1. This was the 5 hour bus ride to Granada from Madrid. After a 2 hour flight from Paris to Madrid after a 10 hour flight from Atl to Paris. Plus that whole 6 hour difference thing, I was a happy camper without sleep.

2. The room I'm staying in with one other girl.

3. The detail of Spain, oh the detail.

4. This is Carmen's kitchen, where we religiously drop off plates for her to clean after our breakfasts of toast, jam, juice, and tea.

5. Her back porch, clothing lines, and small washer on the right.

6. The view. I love the clothes that hang from every window.

7. The back alleyway with gatitos living down below.

8. The street from my window, and oh the pleasure of motos wizzing past at 2 am. We also live up the street from a major hospital.

9. The cachurro, I still don't know his name. I just know he is timid and scared of us, and when caught peeking in the room, he jets out as quickly as dogly possible.

10. When ciesta comes around, the store fronts close and the hidden artwork emerges.

11. The atrium of the Centro de lenguas Modernas. In the window to the bottom left they have a secretary office with a system like the dmv. Take a ticket and wait for a station to open.

12. I have come to love grafitti. I'll post some better art I've found on the street later.

Hasta luego.
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Friday, June 1st, 2007
11:26 am
Abigail(Abby-guy-eel) is in spain! I´m right by the mountains and the houses are made of clay stucco. Everything is antique with beautiful detail and my house overlooks a busy street on one side and an alley way filled with windows of clothes on another. It`s 11·30 here now, which means nobody is awake yet in the states =X

··waves at sleeping friends··

I´ll update with pictures when I can. I miss you all.

current mood: excited
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Thursday, April 19th, 2007
6:37 pm - I hate you, math.
If 70, then 64.8.
If 80, then 68.4.
If 90, then 72.1.

The worst part about this is the glimmer of hope, the fact that I could pass my math class with an A on the final. I'm going to my teacher on monday, does anyone have any suggestions or words of wisdom?


This. Sucks.

current mood: panic mode
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Tuesday, March 6th, 2007
2:53 am - not too bad a day indeed

Just thought I'd share these, I was kidnapped and dressed up. =D

current mood: awake
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Thursday, February 22nd, 2007
4:31 am
I don't really have many words right now but I feel the need to post something. This need seems to appear when I've been browsing the internet for far too long, usually about 9 hours.


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It's pretty bad when you're up so late that the only ones online are yourself and your other screen name. It's even worse when you start to consider a conversation with that other name. Oh man. Someone needs to sleep.

current mood: too awake
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Thursday, January 5th, 2006
5:55 pm - this is me. wysiwyg.

Friends only journal, I don't know why. I don't post anything all that personal but then again it's my thoughts. So maybe it is.

Befriend me, comment here. Unless I have a good reason not to I'll add you back. :]

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Friday, April 8th, 2005
3:57 pm
Alright, so I'll narate some of miss caitlin's pickatures for you. Because it's what all the cool kids are doing.

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current mood: calm
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Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
5:47 pm

I'm doing the whole no make-up thing. No particular reason other than becasue I never have before.

Today I woke up late (again) but this time in my mother's bed. I dont ask why, I just assume it was a half-asleep transition.

My history teacher accepted a very late assignment from me, I made my coughs sound super pitiful and was sure to wheeze as I told her I've been too sick to work. That combined with the get-her-afterschool manuver work everytime. Because then there's no whining from students who have been in the same situation and not gotten the credit nor is there the possibility of it getting out that she is not completely evil.

I may go up to starbucks soon to try and get work done. Who knows. Maybe even the ymca? I wonder if my Y buddy has work to do too.

:stretches and breathes:

Man, I wish it didnt hurt to breathe.

current mood: getting there
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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
12:21 am
I'm going to fix my hair this weekend. Make the colors more apparent and more pink and less blue. If I find the money I can go buy more bleach, or you know, muster the courage to go get the bucket Jeff has. Maybe later this week. Maybe this weekend. DDR diet is me. I've decided to take some of my new found spare time and designate it twards bettering myself, lose weight, upkeep on the feminine things, whatever. Because showering is a strictly female thing. Yum. Personal hygiene.

I missed Justhan alot today, just knowing that I may not be able to see him makes it worse. I talked to a few people online that I've been meaning to, and liked it. I plan on purchasing WoW this weekend and becoming addicted. I have plans, man. I'm going places. Doing things. I will be better mentally and phyisically because it's amazing how they affect each other.

rich: hug me now.
rich: *reaches through monitor*
rich: *loud crashing sounds*
rich: .shit.

Cute. I'll go back to bed now.

current mood: bad dreams
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Sunday, February 27th, 2005
9:20 am - comfort food
I had a grapefruit today. More like one and a quarter, perhaps a bit more because I ate the edges of my mother's as well. One and five eighths perhaps. I'm finding the importance of nutrition, the importance of the saying "You are what you eat." In finding truth in that saying I'm not expecting to roll out of bed tommorow, plummet a few feet and hit my desk hard enough to burst and expose my fleshy grapefruit fluids and meat. I feel like dancing. Any food that inspires such things should be eaten much more frequently than humanly possible.

I dont check labels, I am an negligent consumer. I have no problem sticking doritoes, fruity pebbles, or store bought cookies into my bloodstream and well being. I dont mind if I cannot pronounce half of the ingredients and don't beleive there to be a language on planet earth that could. (Or, you know, a person speaking a earthian language seeing as the language itself cannot pronounce something.) I purchased a red bull yesterday, sugar free, for the mere fact that I like the color better. Then I realize I have fallen victim to a product containing aspartame, the artificial sweetener with it's own support group. I know this because I looked up everyone of the ingredients. And, hey, look at that, I still havent opened it. Not saying that I wont. Because eating(/drinking) healthier is a gradual process.

Boredom and waiting. I miss something right now, not necessarily a someone(even though I do), but a feeling. A comfort food. I miss the different ways of showing affection and something that makes something else complete. I want to be loved, adored, and be able to properly express it in return.

I'm an uncertain and awkward person. Right now if I were to assume crash position I'd just be bound to get stiff and achey. Nobody's ever been found post plane crash bobbing up and down clinging to their plane seats. I might as well be singing at the top of my lungs, right?

current mood: not so optimistic atm, sorry
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Thursday, February 24th, 2005
4:31 pm
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
9:48 pm - anybody seen a negative person running around?

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell -2 people about this game.
katy is the one that you love.
justhan is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about jeff.
alon is the one who knows you very well.
eli is your lucky star.
rolly polly fish heads is the song that matches with katy.
mr fancy pants is the song for justhan.
you know what they do to guys like us in prison is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and date rape is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz


Each time you flip a coin the likelyhood you'll get the same side each time goes down. And when the bets are high, the more you flip the coin the more you want to cringe.

Today was a long day, I'm exhausted. I think I may go into hibernation so if you dont see me for a few months you know why.

current mood: depressed
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1:13 pm
Usually when people are sad, they don't do anything. They just cry over their condition. But when they get angry, they bring about a change.
- Malcolm X, Malcolm X Speaks, 1965

Bordom. And my stomach I think has decided to protest it's existance. But hey, I'm smiling.

I dont think tommorow is going to be an attend school type of day. Sleep is far more appealing.

The children in front of me are googling eachother.

current mood: cheerful
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